Can you hear me scream from a distance.

Top Girls' play was somewhat a waste of time.
I think the only consolation was that the actress playing Kitty was like super pretty and I got t see her up close cause I was in the second row.

HAPPY 17TH MR QUEK AKA RANICE :D
May all your wishes come true and God bless!

I'm freaking doomed caused my GP is nowhere done, GPP is quite screwed cause Jia Yun just found out that E1 has not been solved, and is increasing now.
Plus not t mention I ate a helluva lot of currypuffs and I can't seem to focus on studying, shizzzz.

Ironic thing is that I'm reading the thematic notes and listening to Chinese songs at the same time. Sometimes I amuse myself. Plus I rediscovered that I love Fahrenheit, especially Yalun, teeheehee!

House Comm handover was coooolz, we took lots of pictures. I hope we can all be really close cause we'll be working together, and I still can't believe that I'm in House Comm. A true miracle there and then seriously.

Omg, 7th House Comm pwnz :D

P.S BOF starts in 12 mins.

Itchy.

I'm tired of worrying about what people think of me.
I sound like an angsty bitch everytime I blog, kill me please.

Whatever happened to Connie?

My mosquito bite is super itchy T.T

FAIL.

Valentine's Day card FAIL.


Sexuality Education FAIL.


EPIC FAIL.

Taken from failblog

Cool or what, I came across this website whilst blog hopping.
Roflmao, some posts are super funny.

Total anal.

Hi bitch, talk to my finger cause you ain't worth my whole hand.
Don't give me that kinda shizzz bitch, cause I'll make you regret it.

Cutting and shaving match stick heads is a tedious process.
I hope Jeremiah doesn't find out that his scissors is missing from his pencil box.
Filming for tomorrow was kinda retarded and fun, I wonder what the video will turn out like.
Teeheehee.

I swam like 50 freaking laps and guess what I did after that?
I ATE TWO BA ZHANG, A PAO AND A QUARTER A BAR OF CHOCOLATE.
Oh macau, someone kill me please.

Tomorrow's gonna be one helluva hectic day with the Farewell for MSG, 'Hand-down' ceremony and Top Girls' play.
Omg, I haven't like figured out what to wear.
Oh what the damn, whatever luh.

Damn baby, if I could I would point the middle finger in your face.
Toodles biatch, kiss ass :)

Colosseum and lots of mish mash.

Juilette is out!
I know I'm like a little slow in proclaiming the news, but hey, everyone should know k.
Key is still my darling, teehee :D

Colosseum was quite fun, it helps me to lose weight. (Not really)
They popped the balloons with the sparklers in front of my face, and I squealed a bit, haaaah.
& I'm damn proud of our mascot, it rocks okay.
We got first for Caesar's challenge! Yayyyyyyy.
& Atlas got third, so we're gonna sit up in the gallery next year, cool or what.
The inter cheerleading was really cool, Atlas' dance was so cute luh seriously, lolllll.

All right, I should stop, I'm feeling really lethargic now.
Omo, GP paper is next monday :\

It's kind of nice to know that reality hits softly, and it's leaving me at ease.
Don't ask me why, it's kinda undescribable.
One problem solved and tons more to go, oh macau (however you spell it).

Goodnight, tomorrow's a holiday.
Whoopee? Haaah.

Champions.

Dear MSB,

You people will be champions in my heart no matter what.

We lost to VJC, 3-2.
There's always next year, but the sight of the macho guys having tears slide down their faces makes my heart wrench. (Right Jane, Su and Shu Yin?)
I cried like a tweet, and losing to VJ somehow makes me determined to train for soccer and whack them flat though it may seem impossible.

Mr Bean-ed before we headed off to school to finish mascot plus many other things for Colosseum.
Cutting cardboard is an annoying process, not to mention painting styrofoam and the cardboard yellow has this horrific paint smell that's so cringe worthy.
I'm quite pleased with our mascot, it looks kinda cute.
Now all we have to do is think of a secret weapon, lol.

Occupying myself keeps me from thinking too much.
I'm happy doing things for the House even if it means staying till so late in school, it makes my life more fulfiling this way.

My gums hurt like toot, I'm not surprised if there's a stupid wisdom tooth growing, I shall kill myself to ease myself of the pain.

Homework is my remedy now.
Tweet, I feel like running. Heeeeeee :D

Fyi, I know when to let go.

I'm cool like that.

I feel proud of myself.

I climbed two normal gates (the ones with the metal rungs) and the gate in front of the dumpster to get out of school.
Yah, Alphonscus and I were like locked in. And I've a feeling I'll be doing a lot of climbing in the days and months and year to come.

Our mascot is like 30% done, and it's really bling bling. Thank God I'm not the one who's supposed to wear it, lollll.

I've no idea what t write for the overdue GP essay.
I swear my gums are eroding away.
I am eating dried apricots and I feel like puking now.
I bought two pairs of flats, awesome!

I hate being ignored if you haven't already realized, plus my facial composure doesn't really tell of what I'm feeling inside. I have really sharp urges to scream at people these few days, the desire to want to be involved is fading. I'm too tired to bother.
I loathe superficiality, and my hand itches to slap several faces. I'm perfectly capable of thinking, talking and especially getting angry. I'm NOT a freaking bimbo or someone who is always too tired, and thus is oblivious to such snubbery.
Gosh, don't underestimate me.

Basket, I give wrong impressions don't I?
Fuck bodoh, I'll show you who Connie is.

Somewhere we went wrong.

Asyraf, Su, Alphoncius and I toured Bugis, Lavender and Little India today.
Too bad we don't have photos of our journey, it was quite fun actually :D

Huge joke
(At concourse business building)

Security guard: Yes? What're you looking for?
Su: Do you know where is the concourse shopping building?
Security guard: It's demolished. (Points to remains of a building just outside the business building)
Asyraf, Alphoncius and Connie: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

Omg, it was so funny seriously.
Hahahaha, tomorrow is one tweet of a day with soccer exco elections and shopping + making of the mascot. (sigh)

I'm really tired, don't wanna do GP and GPP.
Goodnight.

Happiness, with a limit.

OMG, I CAN FINALLY ACCESS BLOGGER AND A HECK LOAD OF WEBSITES.

Damn the stupid broadband, I have to like depend on my mum's adapter to use the freaking internet T.T Plus she's demanding it to be given back, STUPID LINKSYS :\

I had training today after a few kazillion years! (gasp)
It was fun x123456789, and I felt like an idiot cause I couldn't do some of the drills properly.
Anne Marie was really nice to chase after the straying balls, thankyou.
Nadia and I tried our hand at being goal keepers, I think it's like super fun :)
Mr Chen knows my name at the back of his hand cause of the China thingammy, great.

Badminton match with MJ vs VJ, we won! Yay, congratsssss. I admire the girls okay, super awesome smacks :D
Identity and mascot are two huge things now, shopping for materials tomorrow.

& hwaiting cheerleaders! Even without the conventional cheerleading moves, I believe you people are the best, the dance moves are super cool and awesome really :) Hwaiting hwaiting! Atlas has always rocked in whatever they do, even if we're in a disadvantage, jiayou!

I miss playing a really vigourous and time consuming sport, I miss all the sweat, pain and tears, lol.

A girl in the room, she's smiling.
Wind blows past, hair like gossamer whipped round her face.
Pretty laces, ugly faces.
I see her face.
Oh, what an ugly face.

Shaun, you need a heck lot of brains cause you got none.

:)

Romeo.

You’re already the center of the whole world, my focus
You play me all day, and even if you push me, pull me, and I fall down
I follow your scent that embraces my body again
I can’t stop, so take all of my heart and my breath

I'm so sorry Erfi and Nizam that I went back on my word about going to VJ to watch the match, really sorry :\
& I'm sorry again that I can't make it for Mooks, sorry sorry (x123456789)

I feel accomplished for swimming 40 laps, it's such an odd number really but it was getting really crowded at the pool. I wish I had my own private pool, z.
My elbow hurts quite a bit after slamming into the plastic panel of the bus real hard, lol.

I'm really quite sorry that my posts are so monotonous, I lead quite a boring life, with the really rare wistful thinkings of my stupid 16 years and 5 months brain.
Hahaha.

I'm just living a big fat lie.
I feel like an ass, lolllllllll.

P.S. My brain is so not like a braided river that is murky and flat like what Mr Tan said, I've got tons of brains thank you.

Where art thou

A little bit of you and me.

My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if the ground is going to cave in

Watching Haru Haru makes my heart break ):
Top looks so hot and untouchable (duh) and the story is still as touching as ever even after numerous times of replaying the video.

AC vs VJ match today and VJ won 3-0 :)
Awesome seriously, VJ played really well.
& Vino came :D It was nice meeting her again, lolll.

We surprised Tam with the cake today by tricking her that it's Ms Perlin's birthday.
She was singing so happily and kept turning her head to look for Ms Perlin, and we sang "Happy birthday to TAMANA" Then she turned back and gasp, hahahha.
She's so cute luh, Happy Belated Birthday Darling :D

& chinese oral today :\
Cher told me I spoke with an angmo slang, zzzzz.
Hello, so I must be chingchong for the next two months to get an A in chinese oral.
So pardon me if I act like some cheena maid.

I'm so worn out already and this is just Monday.
Literature test tomorrow and I'm not looking forward to reading Wuthering Heights. I think it's a stupid book, no offence.

I so wanna sleep.

Flood.

Josey, don't you worry
It's just a phase you're going through
Some day you'll know just what to do

Maths is making my brains burst, I don't get anything and I'm too lazy to go and figure out the formula.
I'm procrastinating, and I hate myself for it :\

I'm in self delusionment, lol.
I doubt it will hurt much till reality hits, and that's when my insides will smart real bad.
Lollllllll.

Tweet, I hate studying with every fibre and fat of my body.
Vino's coming for the VJ vs AC match tomorrow, whoopee!
I can finally see my dear friend again :D

STUDY.
Gosh, I'm such a toot.

Random.

Ok, don't ask me why I keep on changing the images.
I currently have a fetish for picnik and photoshop, lollll.

You've got to admit, the edited photos are nice right!
Teeheehee :D

Speedlight was awesome, I wish I can like stay in the sanctuary forever.
& I want to join the camp committee! But I don't know if I can even make it ):
Plus I'm an anti social kid ._. Which makes matters even worse, yeeeesh.
Plus Sheryl and I need more dresses! (screams)

Econs tutorial, maths notes for belated maths test, literature chapters 1-20 plus many others which I can't remember :\
I've lost all motivation to study, I can't concentrate for more than half an hour now :\
Shit la, someone smack me please and thank you.
I need some kind of wake up call manzzzz.

K, I love you all.
I feel like sleeping, good day.

Funhouse.

Me, Gary and Asyraf.


Syafiqah cmi, lol!


I look like a retard, thanks.


Kawaiiiiiiiii.


Whatever poses these are.

Gary's like so cute that I wanna pinch his cheeeeeeks :D

My eye is swollen, it looks as if someone punched me, lolllll.
Apparently my chinese sucks cause when I ordered Yong Tau Foo just now, I told the lady "Wo yao gan de, bu yao mian" (I want dry one, without noodles) Guess what she gave me? Curry yong tau foo, fats + I almost puked caused I haven't ate anything so rich for so long T.T

Justin and Kelly said I grew fatter, thanks I knew that.
I need to like starve myself or something, argh.
I hate myself ): I wanna be thinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

Ahhh, I feel like crying when I hear Super Junior's "It's You".
I'm being emotional here, lolllll.

I GOT A NEW HALF YEAR RESOLUTION!
Nevermind, I feel demented.

And Boys over Flowers is on Channel U!
Omg, so cute so cute so cute! (screams)
I wanna marry Jihoo, he makes my heart melt (L)
& I'm falling in love with BOF again, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Goodbye, I need to find pretty pictures.

Edit\
It's scary when I just wanna lose myself in music.

Destined, teehee,

THIS MUST BE A SIGN!

WE'RE DESTINED TO BE FRIENDS! :D
(I'm kidding, lol)

Sudden urge.

I've got a sudden urge to pierce my tongue.

Cool or what?

Hohoho.

Little things can make your day.

I overslept till 11:35, am so sorry. I feel bad for pangsehing the class for the maths test.
GPP is another tweet that makes you wanna scream the four letter word.

It's times like this that I wish I was more of a sociable person who can talk and laugh freely with people. Lollll.

Forget it, LJ please.

Six things that you wanna say to six people whether online or in RL. Be as honest and as direct as you like. Do not mention their names.

1. Have you come to a decision? I'm trusting you to make the right one.
2. I wish you were in my class, then I will get to see you more often and we can yak non-stop.
3. Hi, can I be your friend?
4. I swear I will marry you when I grow up.
5. I feel my facade slipping, it's so heavy that I'm so tired of trying to pull it up anymore.
6. Thanks for ignoring me, I'm so sorry for being oversensitive.

When it slips.

I'm running out of facades,
would you paint me a few more?

MJ vs SA match, and we tied 0-0, so they gave us extra twenty minutes. I didn't stay to watch the last twenty, I'm so sorry ): & I feel really bad that we lost by one penalty kick ):

Much Ado About Nothing was pretty fun, not counting the sweat and wet grass.
My first drama experience under the stars :D
I ate like a few bag loads of chips and I feel guilty like tweet now D:

There's GPP and maths to be studied for. I'm like screwed x123456789 up down left right in out :\ But I'm too tired to bother, sort of.

Goodnight, I'm feeling incoherent now.

Worse than bad? Worst.

Last night was like the worst night of my life.
My right eye hurt like shit, and I couldn't sleep cause I slept like five hours before.
So I ended up tossing and turning trying to sleep so that my eye wouldn't hurt so much.
And I kept crying cause I couldn't sleep T.T

13/5 was like my worst day ever.

I was wearing specs, the weather was an idiot, my eyes hurt and teared, I was feeling pissed, I was ignored, I was stressed with GPP, econs test and maths test, I was worrying about getting my skirt stained and I felt really unglam and annoyed,

It's good that I have Jonathan to like rant and talk to, outlet la outlet.
Heh.

AURA. HOT AURA. Savvy?

Econs test tomorrow, I'm doomed.
Oh, sometimes I wonder if you have to be loud to be noticed. Lol?

Wts

OH SHIT, MY RIGHT EYE HURTS LIKE CRAP NOW AND MY NOSE IS LEAKING.
WTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

EYE PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN, ASS I NEED TO STUDY CAUSE I JUST WOKE UP.
G.G CONNIE, AWESOME OR WHAT.

New layout.

NICE OR NOT?

I'm feeling quite proud.
I cropped the picture circularly you see, heh heh.
Counting that I'm a photoshop idiot, this is a HUGE achievement all right.

Maths is boggling my freaking mind.
At this rate I will fail for all to see T.T No I won't! I want my moolah siol, I'm short of cash ):

I BOUGHT MY RED HAVIANNAS BABY!
Cool or what! Thankyou Shannie for accompanying me, teeheehee. Nice card picture you got there, ahahaha!
Omg, I broke my detox ): Forget it, it shall offically start tomorrow (Tuesday)
Hohoho.

I'm a happy kid.
Met up with Vino, Joanne, Divya and Hazel just now.
Chicken mama, I miss them siol ): Talked and yakked about everything under the sun, there were so many things to catch up on :D I hope we can meet up soon again.

My house has become the new crashing place for Andra and Sy. (Sorta)
Even my mum tells me to tell them that they can crash here for awhile during their breaks, lol.
Good la, I get to see them more often? Lolllllll.

I pray so hard that my eyes will be better to wear my contacts.
They're hurting again :\ Dang.

Okay, maths maths maths.
MATHS TIME, good night.

Photo spamzzzz.

Title says it all.
I'm a lazy person yah?

Shannie bananie.


Camera shy Peiyin.
(Yeah right, act only)


Oh, I've never seen fingers before.
(GASPS)


Cheese la cheese.


I forgot to bring my rod, maybe I should use my pinky.
Geddit?


Seafood platter for two four.


Some smart person ordered two more pans of rice.


I'M BLIND, HELP ME!
I'm smiling in pain, arghhhh!


Wl, see so happy.


I happy myself, tsk.


Shanying, you smoking ah.
Piangz, no smoke coming out la and it's a no smoking area bodoh.
HAHAHAHA, sorry.

I should invest in a camera.
More pictures are up at FB, go see if you wanna see my pretty face.

G'bye.

Hey Sunday.

Hello hello, cam 2 was tiring x123456789.
The special effects were super retarded cause I could hear Daniel saying "EH NO NO NO!" and "We're so dead", adding to the fact that I was doing cam 2 and laughing like a monkey, plus the sound people who like O.O at me.

Waves, spins and circles, omg hilarious!
& best of all, they recorded it down, I don't know what Douglas' is gonna say when he sees the recordings, lol!

Leon cut his hair with those razor cut patterns (you get me?). He looks like some paikai, lol. Funny that everyone starts to join hiong ccas in poly. Leon joined canoeing and he's like under Coach Ong. (I can be naughty sometimes, geddit?) HAHAHAH. And Shaun is in dragonboat, where he calls the girls in it black little boys. Hearing them talk about it makes me so tempted to join db and canoeing, it sounds fun in the midst of projects and homework, lollllll.

I should start detox really soon, I can't fit into my jeans! D:
Oh manzzzzzzz.
& the time I wanna do my homework, I can't find it G.G

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!

Thankyou for being the world's best mother ever.
Yah, for being so hip and somewhat unreasonable sometimes, but I thank God for you being my mum.

(I forgot to get her a prez, damn it :\)

Fire is stuck in my headdddddddddd ): Homework homework time! I feel like running round Bedok Reservoir, weird or what? Hahahaha, FIVE KG! I wanna be SLEEEEEEEM.

I promise I will try not to be so emotional, sorry people :\

I'm so tired, I just want to forget everything.

I am crying.
My life's screwed again and again.

Boom.

I slept till 7pm, occasionally rising to eat and fall back to sleep again.
Why? I almost got blinded by sleeping four days in a row with contacts on 24/7, awesome or what?
I ate shit loads of carbohydrates, and am feeling like a pig that's infecting people with flu.

Outing with girlfs yesterday was fun, with us underestimating Fish & Co's portions.
Camwhored a little, sorry no pictures.
Lolllll, almost bought a pair of red haviannas on impluse. (I WANT)

I'm so unproductive, I should go and study for Econs test.

Some things are left better unsaid.
When reality strikes, cry yourself dry.

I'm sorry that I'm so down and depressed and whiny and ranty and whatever.
It's part of my stupid life now, whoopee.

EH EH EH EH.

I realize I don't think properly after 12am.
Which means I must control my tongue and my thoughts and put them on rein.
I should shut up now. But I can't, oops.

I HAVE 520 FREAKING WORDS. (IMBA BABY)

I realize Big Bang has tons of MVs, I think I just uncovered a treasure cove.
Top looks totally drop dead gorgeous, finesse. Totally irresistable, I love his eyes and cheekbones and his smirk.

Hohoho, I feel mad now.

How can you not love a guy who looks so hot in specs?
I'll marry him anytime.

Footnote footnote footnote, love you baby.

The last PI.

I've got a lot of footnoting to do.
Gotta invest in a camera.

On the not so bright side, I've got a pimple on my cheek.
Plus I feel like pooping, but I can't cause of PI.

On the bright side, it's friday tomorrow.
I don't think we have to do anything for pe.
I get t meet girlfs tomorrow.
Monday is a holiday. (No school!)
PI will be done and outta my hands.
I'm grouped with Tam, Maya and Jiayun :D

Okay awesome, I love wondersmurf the Youtuber.
He updates on the latest music videos, awesome.
Is it me, or is it that everyone seems to look like Jonghyun? Yah, it's me.

Plus I received money, shopping baby!

Ok, back to PI.

Sexy back.

I just realized Justin Timberlake's Sexy Back is addictive, lol.

From Ranice "When life's a bitch, just dance"

Quiet.

Argh, I can't take it.
My eyes are tearing and my nose is running again :\

I love quiet places, and a quiet atmosphere.
I can't wait to get a house of my own, where I can live in peace without parents screaming at their children.

THIS IS TRES ANNOYING.

OH SHUT THE FUCK UP, I HATE NOISY PLACES.

Why can't people just be quiet and let me live if my life in peace?
Let me get elsewhere before you all start lecturing someone else, I don't want to listen to your lectures.
My brother is an ass, he told my sister that she was a bitch. I should really slap him and kick him hard shouldn't I? He just told my dad "Wanna fight is it" what the hell?
He has lost all sense of propeity ever since going to sec one, wonder what kinda shit he has been picking up.

Argh, whatever.

Damn, I need to ask Ms Wong something.
& I'm quite clueless on how to use Twitter, lol.
Plus I found this really cool quote.

If you ever become a mother, can I have one of the puppies?
Charles Pierce

I'm dead.

I got sent home for sneezing and the after effects of it - puffy eyes and a blocked nose.
And I'm required to produce an mc, how may I ask?
My mum doesn't want to write a letter for me either, gee thanks a million.

2NE1's debut is totally rad, they're like the sex :D
I love Dara and CL cause they're like freaking cool

They look so Big Bang-ish, I love it :D
They're like a breath of fresh air from the usual girl groups, and I love their genre.
AWESOME! YG has certainly done a great job manz :D
I like Wonder Girls, but I love 2NE1! Minji's like the new Taemin, she's a dance machine!
& CL is utterly hot when she raps, plus I love Dara cause she carries herself so well, awesome or what! I don't really fancy Park Bom though, maybe I will after watching some of her other videos? Lolllll.

PI PI PI, it's like driving me up the wall :\

Okay, 9.15 tomorrow!
Awesome awesome, I can sleep in :D
I'm a happy kid manz.

Homework for the day:

1) Literature poetry comparison
2) Geography essay
3) PI

Boohoo, goodbye.

I think I feel safer in LJ, lock lock lock and more locks.

Quick one.

Quick post.
You'll get to read my WHY WHY WHY post now.

Bomber Esfera, we won Phobos and lost to Miranda.
Awesome! Hahaha, Atlas' da bombz baby :D
Get well soon Mingyee and Nizam, and maybe someone can inflict me with stomach flu, haaaaaah.

Oh and I suck at diets ):
I just ate curry maggi plus fish plus two small potato pieces.
I'm such a loser, booooooo. I wanna lose five kg baby, make it quick make it quick! Detox diet is supposed to start, soon as usual.

Washing hair halfway during school hours is awesome.
Thankyou Aisha for your shampoo and towel, I felt cleaner. Well, my hair does anyway.
It was really oily, I wanted t chop it off, lolllll.

MJ vs RJ in the middle of chinese lesson. It caused us to be so distracted cause everytime there's a shout, we will pester cher to tell us what's happening and we'll cheer in class.
Watched the match in bits and pieces, and MJ WON :D

MJ BOLEH, MJ BAIK SIOLLLLLLLL.
4-1, super awesome win baby :D

Oh well, I just wanna sleep and not live in PARANOIA (DISTURBIA), geddit?
Eyecandy rights, hohoho.

HAHAHAH, k whatever.

Pretty ugly.

You hide your face and hide it fast,
You’re no stranger to this mask,
The box you keep of magik and tricks,
“Nothing a little lip gloss won’t fix.”

You open the box, contents unfurled,
Your barricade from this world,
Powder and lipstick create a fake smile,
Her pale face must not be seen, it’s not her style.

Eyeliner lies, hides faith from your eyes,
Blusher conceals and burns what is real.
Why can’t you see,
Beauty is for free?
Elegance is from within,
Not man made from a tin.

You hate yourself, you lack esteem,
Boys in your class are all so mean,
Due to remarks; some blunt, some witty,
You open your box and pray,
”Make me pretty.”

Credits: deviantart

I've got this sudden inspiration to blog about this.

What's the definition of a pretty girl?

I'm surprised by the responses I get from people on this question.
Frankly, I thought most people will remark saying " Oh she has to have big eyes, fair skin, long hair, skinny" or like the usual must look like Jessica Alba or whatever.
I have rekindled my faith in human kind and the male species! Awesome right, hahaha.

All right, in your face you adults!
We youths now are not superficial, and it's stereotypical that guys like hot hot girls.

Pretty girl's definition: A girl who looks decent, who's nice, kind and cheerful. A girl whom guys want as a girlfriend\wife, not as an eyecandy.

The world now tries to distort(?) our views towards people of the same or opposite gender.
We're taught that pretty girls have to have hot bodies, be skinny or be rich, that guys have to be muscular, blonde or whatever. It's just pure propaganda to get people to feel insecure about themselves. I know I'm guilty of being jealous about slim people, I guess I'm a victim too.

Inner beauty's what important. Although peopel scoff at it and remark that generally the world looks on the outside. But it holds true that if you're ugly inside, no matter how pretty you are outside, your ugliness will shine through, and vice versa. Have you ever wondered why in shows the 'ugly' girls always gets the good looking guys and the pretty girls are always left crying their eyeballs about cause they're left being a single person? I believe there's an underlying meaning that comes along with such an ending.

Your character's the most important thing.

That's why cute guys usually turn me off, cause they have horrible attitudes which make me feel like slapping them :\ And I can't stand those who know that they're cute\pretty\handsome, they're obsessed with their looks, yucks. Although they're really good to look at and drool over, BUT life's unfair. You'll just suffer if you become their other half cause they'll be so conceited with themselves, agree?

All right, I think this sounds like a not so good post, damn ):
Maybe I 'll improve my writing soon, hopefully.

LIT LIT LIT, oooo Harper's Island looks nice.
Hohoho.

P.S I'm the epitome of seriousness and deepness, ummmmmmmmm.

Sometimes.

Sometimes, it's best that I remain oblivious and dumb towards some things, cause if I dwell on them too much, I'll end up getting hurt again and again, and this would repeat till after A levels.

I don't like being so sensitive and so moody, I'm so annoyed with myself.

Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin & bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself & bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much & no matter how good it once was, the memories can't sustain you. You have to save yourself knowing all the while it will hurt like hell. Because you can't keep giving someone everything if you get nothing in return.

I got this from Glynis' blog and it makes so much sense, especially the bolded part.
Haha, being a people pleaser sucks. It makes you so tired that you feel like giving up on life itself.

ANTM SOMEBODY? I so badly wanna watch it! But it only airs on Monday ):
The weather's murdering me, hahahaha. The oil in my hair can fry 10 million eggs.

Eeeeeeps, I really want another earhole. I know I've been ranting about this for like who knows how long, but I really really want another earhole! Not to mention a few dozen more pairs of shoes, pens, pencil boxes, post its, badges and dresses.

I sneezed thrice! Am I having flu?

1. Name something you have in common with Andra?
We both love our bestfs, boyfs and husbands super a lot.

2. Have you dreamt of Shanying before?
I don't think so, if I did it would a nightmare :B

3. Describe Suhaidah in one word.
GILA.

4. Syafiqah suddenly knows all your secrets. What do you have to say about that?
I'm not Connie, who are you?

5. What would you do if Asyraf and Andra were going out?
Faint and die. Bring me flowers please, I want black roses. That day will never happen ok, if it did, catch me when I swoon. On second thought, don't catch me, you'll get squashed.

6. What was your first impression of Erfi?
Why on earth is a guy so giggly?

7. What's Joanne's opinion on cheese?
Frankly, I have no idea.

8. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, Vino and Joanne! How will it go?
Awesome! We will ride the rides till we puke our insides out, hahahah.

9. How would Hazel insult Asyraf?
WTH, SHUT UP. (Typical Hazel lines)

& Asyraf will go,

You shut up, I'm the Queen. Hmpf.

10. Who's Divya dating?
AHEM AHEM AHEM AHEM!

This quiz is damn cute, try it!

http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481

Cast all the cares.

I'm at loss for words on the topic about what t post here cause the past two days have been really boring, aside from the fact that all I did was read, eat and sleep most of the time.

As much as I love Korea to bits and pieces, searching for pro natal policies is pretty annoying. I feel pretty bad for ranting about the match between AC and MJ, especially with the spewage of indecent and uncouth vulgarities.

I had the weirdest dream last night and it was enough to send palpalations of my heart to full speed. Baloney, I must have been thinking about him subconsciously without even knowing. That's like way freaky :\

Oh, I'm like wanting to shop for shoes so badly!
I want heels like oxfords, awesome! Plus flats from Cotton On plus shoes from Novo, I pretty much want everything.

Oh poshwosh, I realized I have TONS of homework to complete and it's Saturday.
Awesome, totally fabulous baby.

Random: I like the feeling of an emotion being caught up in my throat. It's pretty cool, hahaha.

The wants.

I'm like wanting a camera so badly!
But I don't have money to get it ):

AWESOME RED :)

I so badly want a red one but it costs a bomb, gahhhhhhh.
Okay, I shall scrimp and save for one all right.

DIET PLAN DIET PLAN, I'M GETTING FAT LIKE AN ASS.
I feel too lazy to move my bum to get some exercise and 2.4 is like next week :\
Somebody kick me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I've got this crazy fat urge to go shopping and just bumming around in the house doing nothing but watching tv 24/7.
I'm itching to go and pierce my ear again, but I don't dare t raise this issue with my mum.
I feel super jealous of skinny people, it reminds me of my thunderous thighs that needs major slimming. And I hate looking at shoe ads, they make me super jealous ):

All right, homework homework homework, I'm packed to the brim.
TGIF and it's Labour Day.