New Year

It's gonna be 2010 in about 39 minutes.

So many things happened throughout this whole year and I want to thank God for all of it.
As the new year starts, I guess everyone'll move on with their lives respectively, and I want to pray that God bless you all in this coming year.

Well, as always, new year resolutions have to be made, and I pray that it'll all come true :)

2010 resolutions

1. Walk closer with God
2. Get a scholarship for travel overseas to study
3. As for A levels
4. To be more sociable and friendlier.
5. To learn to ignore hurts, and turn to God instead.
6. To count on the Lord for His strength
7. To not dislike my sister so much
8. To lose 5 kg, especially thigh fats.
9. To complete my assignments on time, and study consistently.
10. To run and exercise more.
11. To have a clean sheet for soccer.
12. To get top two for soccer.

Yeapz, may the good Lord bless you all.

Thankyou <3

Irate

I feel so irritated that I need Econs tuition.

Not only does it take up precious time, plus I hate Econs with all my guts. Worse, it costs money for tuition. I feel so bad for needing tuition, when the money can used for other stuff. There's 6 of us at home and we ain't exactly well off.

Tsk, got to get a scholarship.

I will lose weight.

I have less freedom than an eleven year old brat.

Good stuff.

Monogamy.

Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same

If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong

Here in heaven.

Freely you gave it all for us

I saw Mrs Chan at Daddy's friend's mini Christmas party just now.

Such a small world.

(edit)

Okay, I've realised that ultimately God is the one whom doesn't leave me. He loves me, so I shouldn't bother about such petty stuff. Sorry people :\

Huge discovery

I've found my math lecture notes!!!!!

Omg, am excited to do math now.

I am getting more and more epiphanies as the days go pass.

It's like getting hit a lot of times on the head. And it hurts in a pleasant I-want-to-be-a-hermit kinda way.

Kelly if you're reading this, I read your blog.
You want to bitch please learn to keep it under wraps cause you're not doing yourself any good.
Just because I borrowed your bag, you have to tell the whole world about you wanting to hit me and that you hate me.
Well, thank you very much because you make me want to scream and slap you so hard that you'll forget your name. And lemme think, have I said I hate you before? Well, no.

But I think this would certainly be a good time to tell you that I do not want to associate myself with you. Not forgetting you borrow my stuff, give them away without my permisson. I did ask for your permission didn't I?

Thanks for being such an awesome sister.

Leaders <3

I couldn't find myself.

Math headaches.

I'm googling math formulas cause I'm too lazy to go dig up my notes.

Avatar.

Michelle Rodriguez \m/

"You're not the only one with the gun bitch"

She's like the epitome of girl power.
Totally pwnz, whoohooooo!

And Avatar's a must watch.
Blue people are kinda hot, and the story line is like a parallel to the modern day happenings.
Hot stuff hot stuff, teehee.

Pandora's brillant by the way, plus I love th effects.
They look bloody real, like shit ass touchable and livable.

And now, I would like to watch Princess and the Frog.

Lollllll.

Happy Birthday Jesus <3

I feel so tired, bruised, battered, emotional drained and ten thousand other nasty feelings.

I just need t be a hermit on Christmas tomorrow.

Shit.

Happy Birthday Daddy

Cause I'll never get by, living on my own ability.

Who am I.

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

I don't want to bitch about my parents.

I don't want to and yet I want to, so badly.

Guys aren't that great, neither are girls.

I feel that it's such a strain to talk to people sometimes, being a hermit isn't that bad.

Not doing my work spells out doom and damnation for A levels and not just doomed because I'll be facing the wrath of my teachers.

You can be surrounded by your friends and yet feel so alone.
Closing both eyes when getting snubbed.

Look to Jesus, look to Jesus.

Letting go makes me cry.

Funny.

Toms look so cool.
I don't mind getting a pair though, but it's so expensive.

I desperately need a new bag too, plus I have not started on any homework or revision.
Shizzles, I shall attempt to read Tess finish by tonight.


Camp was like over so many days ago and yet I still have its hangovers ):
The real challenge is to live and to please Him at the same time.

Sigh lala, small things make me happy.
Teeheehee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON TAN!

Big girls don't cry.

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

Amazing(race)

Part one of the photos for the Amazing(race).
More shall be up, tired of uploading laaaaaa.

I miss Auzzie already ):
Technically the photos should be viewed bottom up, ahwellllll.

I think I should reopen this blog, hmmm.

I hate you with my whole entire being.