Connie

I've changed, and I'm only human. I'll sit here with coffee from Starbucks whilst you blunder your way through reality.

Bye.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Five reasons?

Okay okay, I've decided to post 25 things about myself cause 1. I'm bored 2. Chinese is seriously making my mind boggle which makes it the first time that my mind boggles over chinese.

1. I love red a lot a lot a lot, except red shirts of course. I hate red shirts, and I've no idea why.
2. I have weird facial expressions that goes along perfectly with my moods.
3. I love Korea.
4. I love SHINee, Tvfxq, Super Junior, Big Bang, Ft Island, 2PM, Wonder Girls and SS501!
5. I love Key a lot alot alot.
6. I will literally faint and die if they ever come to Singapore. And of course revive again to go see them la.
7. I aim to work in SM Entertainment beside Lee Soo Man in the future.
8. Jang geun Suk's my favourite actor cause he's damn cute :D
9. I want to be super slim.
10. I'm in soccer, apparently I'm loving the sport. But not watching it though.
11. Guys who know that they're cute are mostly jerks who think highly of themselves.
12. I have mood swings.
13. I need a close friend(s) to rant to about my problems.
14. Sometimes, I force myself to make friends even when I don't want to.
15. I recollect memories very often.
16. I suddenly have an urge to buy a lot of stuff.
17. I love colourful marker-pens thingammys.
18. I sulk and pout when I don't get lessons\lectures.
19. I never watch kissing scenes in shows, they gross me out.
20. I can be oversensitive at times, reading into what nots.
21. I believe in God :)
22. I can be apathetic sometimes, gotta bear with me.
23. I love books, especially fantasy and chick flick novels.
24. I love reading Archie comics.
25. I love my friends a lot, lol.

Waaaa, I give up doing chinese la k.
G'dnite.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Oh snap.

Oh my gosh, height and weight tomorrow! :\

I can practically see in my mind's eye how the scale will rocket when I get up on it.
Chit chit chit la, I want to be lighttttt and non-fat.
Lol, I sound like I wanna be a cup of yoghurt, hahahaha.

Lame jokes! I'm like keeping a collection of lame jokes in my head now, lol.
I keep on spamming people nowadays, muahaha!

Oh, I thought I should post up a photo that the entire (almost) 09A302 is commenting on, lol.


Look.

Man, just look at Nizam. He's like so camera ready, and look at my total unglamness with my toopid mouth open. Hahaha, I've no idea how to describe Nizam man.
Oh, and get well soon too.

Okay, I can't do probability and sets combined together, yeuchhhh.
& there's still cheena to do, omg ):

Ok, got to scam if I wanna get some sleep tonight.
Goooooodbye peep-pole.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Rainbow.


My heart is amazed
Everyday to the next
The joy overtakes
And I can't forget about it

Hi y'all.
Apparently I'm like doing geography tutorial on my foolscap without reference.
Yes, my printer can't be connected to the computer and I have no idea how to fix it.

Anyway, I saw a really huge rainbow just now! :D
It was super lovely against the gray sky.
It kind of took me down memory's lane to the time where we were having Nationals last year.
Remember we saw 4 rainbows, it gave us hope. Lots of hope, and we won the B girls' title :D

& God put a rainbow in the sky after the great flood as a promise that He'll never flood the earth again.
A symbol of hope, a symbol of a new start.
I'm getting nostalgic, lol!

Oh, Atlas (Syafiqah, Ranice, Clement, Erfi and I) won second at our station. I'm so sorry we let Trition win instead ): But it was super tiring lugging the bricks, especially 25 bricks back and forth to the back of the library.
Sorry I didn't help to put them back after the House challenge :\ A thousand apologiesssss.

& we didn't get to train during soccer today due to the heavy downpour. The match between the recreational guys and the J2 girls were called off as well. Then Broc, May Xuan and I got bored of doing our work and went to 'play' along the corridor that leads to the guys' changing room.

& Munirah(?) taught me some stuff :) Thank you so much Munnnnnnnn! Omg, thank you :D Yes, she was super nice to teach me how to kick the ball super high and all.

Yeah, and I got stuck in school cause they locked all the paths that lead to the side gate. Stuck in school man, and apparently they only open the gate at 7.00pm. What on earth man, lol.
& the best thing? I saw Serene (OGL) climb up the rock wall and got into the corridor that leads to the side gate.
Now, I know how to get out, lol!

Okay, I need to do geography tutorial on 'fertility'. Apparently Mr Tan is well versed in my name, and he likes to call on me at times when I'm not there, lol.

Oh! Hazel if you read this, I need to pass you soemthing tomorrow!
Important ah, see you all.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Braces.

Oh man, I am in need of braces! D:

My teeth are like super crooked, omg.
Hahaha, pasta mania yesterday with Ranice, Siddiq, Khaira, Erfi, Su, Nizam and Asyraf gives you abs.
& Nizam was being a professional cam whore :D

Anyway, thank you for you encouragement people :)
I am clear that I shouldn't give you, and I'll count on God.

All right, must jet off to school.

Ciao.

Monday, February 23, 2009

Stupidity.

Call me stupid, I feel like quitting soccer and joining canoeing.

I AM BLOODY CONFUSED.

God help.

Frustrated.

It's super frustrating really.

I feel super mega disappointed and frustrated that they have supposedly chosen people for the school team.
I feel so frustrated that I want to scream and cry.
Yes, apparently I'm that competitive. A bad thing perhaps? I can't take the fact that I might have to sit back, I can't and won't accept that fact.

What can I do huh? Become a pro player overnight?

I'm just ... frustrated.

I'm at the epitome of frustration and sadness, lol?

I need help in playing soccer.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Hola.

Hello earthlings :D

Guess what? I've completed my webquest assignment for economics!
(Claps hands)
Omg, and Domonic(?) reads my blog D:
Oops much?

Anyway, I seriously don't know how to do my maths assignment.
I'm super clueless and damn, I feel stupid.

I think I have to run and run and run to 1. lose weight 2. improve my really horrible timing.
Lolllll.

& soccer orientation was quite fun :D
There are so many girls by the way, girl power!
& almost all of us were contemplating to buy hot pink socks, whoohoo!
Then we'll be the bimbo team, with bimbo laughter and bimbo screams :D
& I think we should play the mrt game with our class soon, slap thighs!

All right everyone rest well cause there's Parada Olimpica tomorrow.
Obviously I'm not running cause I'll be a HUGE disgrace to Atlas, seriously.

& omg, I can't wait to get my shin guards, soccer boots and socks!
Kkkkkkkkk, I shall go find some more jokes to spam people, muahahaha!

God bless everyone :)

(And yes, I'm in one of my better moods today, lol.)
(AH DIE, I FORGOT TO RETURN LIBRARY BOOKS!)

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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Damn econs.

Pabo.

The two things that are driving me up the wall - Econs project and my ulcers.

Like super mega toot toot toot.
I don't understand question six of part A please, and I feel so annoyed just looking at the essay question at part B.
Cheeeeeeeeeeeken.

My 2.4km timing is like 15 mins, and boy that's shit.
I'm like a huge lump of fats wiggling and jiggling, eeeeych.

Ok, class outing to Gelare for half priced waffles, super siok :D
& thank you Hazel and Xinyi for running with me, sorry you all have t super running so slowly with me.

My butt hurts, and I have no reason why man.
Zomggg, econs. I feel like whacking the person who came up with econs, yeeeesh.

The weirdest thing? I'm having the first ever talk that doesn't involve only a few sentences with the person on msn, I must be nuts man. Totally nuts, must be the damn econs.

Ok, gotta tweet.
Oh, I got into soccer! Yeah baby :D

Every good and perfect gift, comes down from heaven above :)

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy V \ Friendship day(s)

All right, I shall let the pictures do the talking for Friday the 13th.
Photos from Erfi and Roxanne :D
These are not all the photos, too many to grab.

P.S edited some photos cause the quality was quite bad. (Too dark)


Ranice writing her stickers.


Tadaaaa!
'You make my heart melt'
Her handwriting looks like it's printed!
Omggggg.


Roxanne, Clement, Connie.
(The super sunglasses)


Roxanne aka P.W (pao woman)


Erfi and I.
Yes, we have spastic + disgusting smiles.


09A302.
Girls with plaits :D


Erfi and Clement.
They look like they're giving each other hickeys, omh.
Hahaha!


Connie, Syafiqah, Roxanne, Nizam.


Bimbos with sunglasses!


Bimbos unite.
I know my nose looks super huge, sorry la.

Thankyou for all the nice prezzies.
Thank you Vino for the beautiful flower and the note :)

All right, Happy Valentine's Day everyone.
Love you all :D

On a more serious note, I went down for Temasek's training with Victoria yesterday.
I'm quite pissed actually.
Guess what? Yesterday was the first time the sec ones actually went down to paddle D:
& the coach, made them do circling not near the shore where he could keep an eye on them, but he made them go all the way to the opposite shore t do their circling.
All right, that's like super wth.
Then Vic and I went down, and went to keep an eye on them.
Guess what? All of them weren't even paddling properly, they were slouching, talking and slacking all the way. And he only made them paddle like three really small rounds before they had to go up and swap with the rest.
And, they resorted to roping in a sec four thai scholar, whose a shooter, to take T1 for the Nationals.
Best la, she can't even get into the boat properly.
The coach's like ignoring them la, I feel super pissed.
And the coach is lessening the load for training? I have no idea what that means, so I won't try to interpret it the wrong way.
But the fact that the intensity for training is not increasing, shows that something is really wrong.
& they don't know what boats they're taking for competition for goodness sake.

Okay, this is so stupid and annoying.
Suddenly, I miss Jerry King even if I hate his training.

WARGH.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

CCA Orientation

Heyho people, we had cca orientation just now manzzzz.
Tried soccer (again) and volleyball with Hazel.
Volleyball was fun man, but the girl rated us like 3/5, and so many people had that score. So what's the probability of me getting in? Very slim.

So soccer it is :D

Anyway, Literature was super interesting today.
Thank God it wasn't poetry, if not I'd fall asleep straightway.
Dr. S started on the topic of Women in Literature, it was really super interesting.
From Eve to Mary to Hera to Medusa to Guinevere etc.
& did you know that in Greek mythology, Hera's Zesus' wife, and she's also his sister?
Incest man, omg.
And Dr. S taught us about how women are like 'angel whores' in literature.
Man, she's super open.
Hahahaha, that was the only interesting lecture today.

& Geography is so chimomomo.
Stupid Lithosphere and Asthenosphere, bahhhhhh.

All right, sec fours must meet up sometime please!
Hahaha, dammit.
The IVLE is damn troublesome, there's no course in it so how am I going to do my Econs kopi project eh?

Ah die, I forgot I must go plan the game for the Science Challenge.
Oh oh! And I wanna join House Comm! Wheeeeeee :D

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Booooring.

Hi everyone! So sorry for not updating, my father spoilt the modem thingy for the internet cause he poured water onto it while changing the fish tank water, lol.

Anyway, I went for soccer tryouts yesterday :D
It was cool man, I actually kicked a soccer ball! Whoohoooooo, hahahaha.
I just hope I can get in and play for the school team man, lollll.

Anyway, lessons started yesterday.
It's starting to take a toll on me siol, I feel like sleeping in the lectures.
& my classmates went out to eat Gelare during the break, lol!
I of course being a good student, stayed in school and blindly highlighted the stupid population notes, omg.
I fell asleep highlighting that damn thing man.

Oh, and I was stuck with the guys, and they talked about super sick stuff mind you.
I should like wash my ears and brain with lots of Dettol.
& they polluted Gary can! Hahahah, did I mention that Gary's like super cute laaaa. As in little boy boy cute, hahahaha.
I wanted to pinch his cheeks, lollll!

Ah, and that girl's at it again.
She popped by our table to talk to my friend, and Erfi said he heard my name being mentioned again.
I don't know why she's so fascinated with me, never see a beautiful lady before is it?
It's damn annoying okay, I seriously don't look anything like her, ughhhhh.

Whatever, CCA Recruitment tomorrow.
I'm such a nice person to accompany Gao Ning to volleyball trials, lollll!

Okay whatever, I am still not used to hanging out with my class people. I miss Temasek and the girls so much!
& thankyou Andra for the treat to new york new york, hahahah.

All right, love you all :D

Friday, February 6, 2009

MMM.

Hi everyone, I'm super sore!

Hahaha, Mass Meridian Monopoly today was fun and tiring.
We ran all over Singapore with our bags, lol!

& my class is like super enthusiastic about cheering, we kept on cheering and cheering.

Hahaha, and there was this station under the bridge which was kinda sick where a few people were blindfolded and we all stood in a circle and had to pass straws from the armpit to between the legs, it was quite sick actually.

Oh! And Vino's post reminded me that I have a cheer machine, Dion, in class too!
Waaaa, he comes up with all our group cheers like the Atlas Jin Gao Lat cheer.
It's super funny :D

Oh oh! I'm acting as Calisto in the finale item tomorrow :D
I'm a birdddddd, hahahaha. Not funny.

I'm glad my class girls are nice and friendly :) I hope I can find someone like any one of the girls that I can share problems with. To me that's more important cause I usually need someone to rant to about what's troubling me or whatever.

Oh and we're having a picnic for finale night, lolllll.
It's quite unique in a way, hahahaha.

& my father thinks girls playing soccer is a blasphemy, that soccer girls become like tomboys or butches.
So he like forbids me to join soccer, then join what? Cheerleading? Science Club? Geek Club? Ace your studies club? For goodness sake, I give up man.
I get bloody scolded for not having 4 H2 subjects and for playing what's deemed as a guy sport.

Oh fork it, I hate stupid ideas of how girls are supposed to be bloody prim and proper and that we have to be the milder and gentler species that conform to chauvinistic males.
Girls have rights too, and they have the rights to make decisions all right.

Argh, I'm sosososososo pissed.
Why are all my choices wrong to you huh? Ever since I started jc, I can't do anything.

I AM NOT ANYONE'S PUPPET PLEASE.

I hate being so rant-y and whiny, what on earth.
I hate scolding vulgar words and yet things keep on forcing me to do so.

I need my quiet time man.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Day One.

Hi people, orientation was fun fun fun :D
Sadly, I didn't play the games for the last two zones :\

Yes, I'm like super clumsy and I tripped on a step and twisted my ankle again.
& it swelled like some toot head again, and it hurts like shit again.
Wth, how to run to lose weight now?

Oh, and I got into my second choice with GEOG2, ECONS2, LIT2 and MATHS1.
& my father's kaopei-ing like it's my freaking effing fault that I don't get into the 4 H2 class with maths as H2 instead.

IT'S NOT MY EFFING FAULT THAT I'M THE ONLY PERSON TO CHOOSE THAT BLOODY COMBINATION IN THE ENTIRE COHORT!
I'M ALSO DAMN FREAKING DISAPPOINTED THAT I DIDN'T GET IN OKAY? I ALSO WANT TO DO 4 EFFING H2S RIGHT? WHAT THE FORK.

& I so don't need you to keep saying that my three forking H2s are useless for applying for scholarships.
FORK LA, YOU THINK I DON'T WANT MEH? I WANT TO STUDY OVERSEAS ALSO RIGHT.

Fuck.

And people kept saying that I looked like this girl, and they told her.
& do you know what she said? Shouted more like it.

"OMG, NO! Ooops. ("whispers") She's like so big"

Oh hell yeah, you think I wanna look like you? The only similarities between us is the fact that we both have bangs. Wtf, I'm so sorry I'm not as slender and white like you. & I so don't look like you, yucks.

Anyway, I made new friendsssssssss :D
My class consists of only 17 of us, and it seems that I'm the only girl joining sports.
Right, the OGLs are nice people, hhahahaha.
& thank you Naim(?) for helping me with my swollen ankle.
She's awesome all right, she's an ex sjabber :D
Lolllllll.


(edit)

Oh, and I'm in Atlas :D Yes, I'm in a yellow group, hahahaaha.
& we have this cheer that goes:
Leader: Hey bananas, we're gonna kick some butts now.
Group: Yeah yeah we're gonna kick some butts now.
Leader: Hey bananas, we're gonna kick some butts now.
Group: Yeah yeah we're gonna kick some butts now.
Leader: Whose butts?(x3)
Group: Their butts. (x3)
Everyone: Whoosh!


Lollll, it's called the banana cheer!
Hahaha, it reminded me of Joanne everytime we did that.
Plus Atlas is represented by a dragon, damn cool right!

Nannynannypoopoo, Atlas is better than Miranda.
Lollllll.

& on the not bright side, I can't do sports for a month.
Omgggggg, how uh? Cca try outs next wednesday ):

& my newly made friend, Su, loves Big Bang!
OMG! SHE KNOWS EVERY KOREAN BAND I MENTION!
Hahahah, I was like super shocked when I saw a Big Bang sticker on her water bottle.
& you know! She went to BangKok to watch their concert before!
OMG OMG! Lucky girllllll!

& apparently I ended up in a class where the girls all hate running.
Hahahah, so cool right. We're like all damn slack please, lolllllll.

Okay, I need to pack for MMM.

Byeeeee.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Mass Dance.

Okay, I'm cooridinately challenged.
Is there even such a phrase? Hahahaha.

We learned the steps for mass dance today, I think I'm better off watching the OGLs do it, I was like super clumsy. I didn't manage to spin fast enough, and always got lost at the steps, lol!

Oh, and my AG's OGLs called me duck side and remembered my name 'cause of our class shirt :D Hahaha, and there was this OGL who had the same watch as me, and she was so excited. Hahahaha.

Oh oh, and I think Faizal (sp?) who is an OGL, is super funny.
Faizal: You know Singapore got Kallang wave, MJC got Mj wave.
Kallang wave is hands raised up, Mj wave is the book opening and closing.
Us: Omggggg.
Faizal: (edits MJC Medley) Instead of who dares to mess with us, will be chaota.
It became 'Who dares to steal our notes will be chaota'
Faizal: Wl, then I never steal notes but I still this colour right.
The whole table: HAHAHAHA.
It was damn retarded la.

Omg, it's orientation tomorrow.
I'm like not looking forward to it cause I'm afraid I won't make any friends :\
Plus I'm afriad that like the girls will be super clique-y and not care about me, warghhhhh.

Ok ok, relaxxxxxx.

Oh and so far, I haven't found a person who has the same combination as me.
Greaaaaaaaat.

All right, updates tomorrow evening\night.
That reminds me, I have to collect my skirt from the tailor's, I forgot.
Ooooops.

Oh, I almost forgot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANFENG!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAFEN!
May God bless you all many many :D

Monday, February 2, 2009

First day of school.

Hello everyone, how's the first day of school?

For starters, my dad got lost at Pasir Ris, and I had no idea how to navigate.
& I saw many many Temasekians there, and lots of green people.

Plus we mainly had demo lectures today, apparently orientation starts on Thursday.
Outsourcing for Geog, Poems for Lit, Demand and Supply for Econs.
Wowee, I'll spend my entire life writing bloody essays.

& I'm going to have problems picking a cca. (You know what I mean right)

Sadly, being antisocial, I didn't manage to make any new friends.
All I did was answer the guy's question.

Guy: What's KI?
Me: Uhhhh, advanced English?
Guy: Right, shit not for me.
Me: You're doing science?
Guy: Yes, you?
Me: Arts, lol.
Guy: Ahhh.
(silence)
(fidgets and elbow hits guy)
Me: Sorry.
Guy: It's okay.
(accidentally hits him again)
Me: Sorry.
Guy: 's okay.
(hits him again)
Me: Sorry.
Guy: (ignores me)
(silence)
(Takes out a pen and starts writing. I start to twirl pen with fingers)
Me: (Accidentally hits guy with pen with twirling it)
Me: Sorry.
Guy: It's okay.
Me: (hits him with pen again) Sorry.
Guy: It's okay.
Me: (hits him again) Sorry.
Guy: (ignores me)
Yes, I think I irritated the guy beside me.
It wasn't my fault kkkkk, it was an accident.

& omg, I give up trying to fill in the bloody subject combi form online.
I can't update my address cause they keep asking for my overseas address. (wth?)
They claim that due to my citizenship, I got some overseas address, pure rubbish.
& so they don't allow me to fill up my form till I fill in my overseas address, wlllll.

All right lovelies, I miss everyone super much! ):
WE MUST MEET SOON K!

Love you all :D

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Conversations.

Hello, we had treasure hunt for combined cell today and naturally my team won :D

Speedlight was awesome, maybe becuase I haven't been attending it for almost a month.
I think it's going to be really exciting since we're going to do the book of John for a year or two :)

& although laoma disappeared, laopa came to church today :D
He looks smaller though when he's supposed to be building muscles in army.
I think the conversation we had was really funny.


Ling Quan: Hello hello.
Us: LQ! You come back already ahhhhh.
Ling Quan: Yeah, where's Cindy?
Us: Holiday in Vietnam.
Ling Quan: Waaaa, (mumbles something unintelligible about her going on such frequent holidays)
Ling Quan: Oh yes, you all going where?
Us: Tpjc, Mjc, Tp..
Ling Quan: Wa, ok ok good good. When you all starting school for jc huh?
Us: Tomorrow lor.
Ling Quan: WHAT?!?! TOMORROW?!?! Omg! I so long not here, then I come back you all going jc already ah!
Us: Yeah la, who ask you mia since we all finish O levels..


Lollll, I miss Cindy and LQ a lot. Haven't seen them in such a long time all right.
& the guys were rendering us girls speechless.

Me: Wa, I don't know what to join in Mj.
Jonathan and Leon: You want to join sports ah?
Me: Yeap, but no softball or what.
L: Go join dance.
Me: What?! No no, no way.
L: Ok, I choose for you. Volleyball, netball or dance.
Me: Why those three?
J: Cause the girls in those three ccas all damn chio and the figure damn good one la.
Me: ...
L: Yeah lor! So go join those okay. Volleyball, dance or netball.


Right, the guys and their chio bus.

& it was weird saying to Serene "Meet you in school tomorrow"
Lollll, and there comes the problem about my ez link card.
I've no money in it, plus my card has already expired, omggggggg.

Yeah, I think I need to plan what time to leave my house to go to school.
Toodles, I think I might enjoy my first day.
Then again, maybe not.