Connie

I've changed, and I'm only human. I'll sit here with coffee from Starbucks whilst you blunder your way through reality.

Bye.

Monday, July 30, 2007

Wu yao ke jiu.

Oh my f.
Am I that obnxiously irritating?
That you have t ignore me?
Wo hen ai yan shi bu shi?
Oh f-alulu la.
Sometimes, I just want t give up on everything.
I'm so sick about pretending not t care.
I'm so fedup w this shit thing.
I'm so pissed that _________.
I'm so sad and hurt that _________.
Oh f la okay.
I feel like crying now, throwing in the towel.
So please, make my life easier.

I had a weird dream.
Dreamt that I broke my back cause I feel off some bike.
Dreamt that I woke up in a hospital and realised I was lying on some steel tube that was attached t my back.
The drip came off while I wanted t walk out of the ward, and I was freaked t find out that it came off, cause when the doctor inserted it, I was still unconscious.
Then I was like begging the doctor t allow me off the drip.
Then he was like your ribs are broken and your back is broekn you want t be off the drip?
I was so mega freaked that I tried t run away.
The nurses appeared out of nowhere and grabbed me, the doctor then viciously poked the drip back in and I screamed and woke up.
Haaaah, cool dream huh.
Fantstico, in colour somemore.
Too bad I still love hospitals :)
Okay, Sri Lanka's done, left Northern Ireland.
I've gotta pass w flying colours.


Girls dont like boys, girls like cars and money.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Poooooooey.

Shit, i'm so dumb t forget about SS individual essay ):
Connieho's a dumbass la.
Anw, BUNNY IS A DINOSAUR SAID HI! :D
I have sudden craving for sushi!
& army jeans!
Mummy promised me t get one lor.
Cell and churched today, and I am one happy happy girl :)
God forgave my sins in Jesus' name.
I've been born again in Jesus' name.
My superheroooooo :D
Lunched at kfc and I got tummyache again when I got home :\
Okayokay, I've got chapter four t study.
FWARGHHHHHHHH.
Okay, brain overload byebye.

I'll never say goodbye.

Saturday, July 28, 2007

MY HUNNYBUNNY LOVE.


CONNIE'S HUNNYBUNNY :D
SO CUTE RIGHT?
I KNOW LA, CAUSE ITS MY PET MAH.
HAHAHAHAH :D
IF VICT HAS A GAY TORTOISE I HAVE A LES BUNNY :D

Flames t dust.


Summer x summer.

Xiaogui and genie in ai de zhu quan li.
I cant really find any individual photos of his, so yah.
He's super cute plus Genie's super pretty c:

Hi! Must watch this show :D
Cause it's damn funny and sweet la.
& best thing is xiaogui's in it! :D
Teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
MY BODY'S ACHING LIKE SHOOT ):
Fwargh.
Ran like 20 rounds inside of school okay.
Thats like 6km?
I'm so proud of myself that I didnt stop running :)
Did many many weights and I think I'm damn shibai.
Everyone can like lift so heavy weights I cant :\
Haixzxzx.
I'm going t fall into depression soon.
Okay w/e, I want t go shopping like now.



Nike\adidas Duffel bag + Nike\adidas backpack + Havannias + Adidas watch + Huan huan ai discs + Leejoonki discs = No money.



HAIZ, I need money man ):
So kindly donate to the CONNIE'S MONETARY HELP FUND and do a good deed.
Your help will be kindly apprecitated.



wo bu xiang wo bu xiang bu xiang zhang da
我不想我不想不想长大
zhang da hou shi jie jiu mei tong hua
长大后世界就没童话

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Stressed.

Was mass conver-ing with class just now.
Apparently, everyone's super stressed and strung up with social studies.
Mr Yeo's in the conver too and everyone was f-ing.
Not everyone, only the guys though.
Lol, we girls are demuer.
Hurrrrr :D
Okay, I have one more essay to go.
Like make it quick you eejit.
What the heck, I cant seem t find the info I need D:<
shadanFBbendfnmsd,fm!
Shiaaaaat la :\
Okay damn, I want lays.
Bye.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Mugging.

Physics' shit.
Sorry Mr Yeo, but physics really suck.
I'm going t stay up all night t get my physics right.
Plus I've t complete 3 social studies essays by friday.
Like what the f.
Stupid eejits, dump us all the homework.
You all want us t study and yet you keep piling up the workload.
What the heck like hello I'm suffocating here.
Academics, academics thats what everyone focuses on.
Oh my tian, it's like 2 am now and I want t f-ing sleep.
I'm so pissed and my eyes are almost closing.
Three more hours t my usual wake up time.
JOY T THE WORLD.
Oh kiss my ass please.


I'M OH SO SHIT-LY PISSED NOW.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Rain rain go away.

I'm freezing t death and no one's saving me ):

Okay, my blog's dead :\
Chinese test was crap cause the compre was chimology.
What xian ren zhang.
It turned out t be a bloody cactus -.-
What the heck, I only knew it was a cactus when I read the last few sentences.
I so need t burn midnight oil for chemistry alr.
I am still at ws 4 of mole concept and have six more t go.
I wish I had super powered mind and a canon go canine.
Too bad I am not Jimmy Neutron, maybe being Cindy is good.
Cause she can do taekwondo.
Haaaaaiiiiiiiya!
I need I think science tuition more than I do for maths now.
I'm getting sick of the icekacang bbt now.

I'm going t magic the cold wind away.
Blow wind blow!

Edited\
Sometimes I think I'm talking t walls cause everyone seems t be ignoring me.

Monday, July 23, 2007

Pretty laces, ugly faces.



Once upon a december
Anastasia OST.

Someone holds me ,
Safe and warm,
Horses prance through a silver storm,
Figures dancing gracefully,
Across my memory


I love the show Anastasia! :D
It's super nice la okay, and the songs are gooood man :)
Bad hair day today.
At first it was too sticky out, then it was too flat ):
Had t wear specs due t my horrible eyebags.
Chem test got postponed today.
& Mdm Sabina asked Vino and I t attend the workshop t write the script for the 30 min musical next year.
30 mins can you believe it?
It's like super pathetic la okay.
Ohoh and we got our A maths test papers back.
& God really blessed me cause I prayed I would pass w flying colours and I did! :D
Went home after school and I conked out soon after studying halfway for chinese.
Finished studying my shou ce.
Can you believe it?!
Omg, hahaha.
I wanna talk somemore.
So fairygodmama grant me my three wishes now.
Oh,


GET WELL SOON JOANNE :D

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Impulse.

Find me a remedy t make me happy.
I'm having this terrible burst of depression.

Come rain come shine.

I feel depressed.
Super fugliy depressed.
And I don't know why.
I am suppose t feel happy after yesterday but I ain't.
):
Maybe because never talk enough.
Hahaha, yah right.
I'm being shiaaat so whatever.
It sucks being depressed plus I get white hair when I'm depressed.
Hahaha, I shall snap out of it before my heart breaks into a million pieces.
*pingpiang
Can you hear it shattering?
Roflmao.
I am being rubbish.
I just want t curl up and emo at a corner with my teddybear.

Tarahrahboomdeaye.



Never say goodbye
Mario and Nesty.

You'll never say goodbye.

Sorry, I am in love with this song <3

Okay recount from yesterday.

Saturday
Went shopping w mummy at the last minute and rushed t meet sheryl for ms.
Dinner-ed w sheryl, tiffany ong and jerome.
Tiffany's pretty, haaaah.
Okay, then supper-ed at macs.
Gosh, I got tummyache after eating macs :\

Sunday
Had race today and it was retarded please! :D
Hahahha, I go there t get thrashed only.
Heats I heng heng got 5th and got into semis cause this acjc girl capped.
Semis got last la, duh.
I so lousy of course.
Vino was gooood as usual.
It was a waste that she and joanne the k2 race cher wants them t withdraw :\
If not sure can win one lor!
Haiyo, I think I'm quite useless in k2 and k1.
Ahwell, I lead a sad life.
Cabbed down t speedlight and I made it!
It was the end of the heros' series ):
I suddenly want t watch superman.
Hmmm, hahaha.
Laoma treated us lunch, thankyou! :D
Okay I got locked out of my house okay just because I didnt have keys.
Stupid la, wl.
Studied chapter 14 while waiting.
Hhahaha.
Eh shiaaaaat, got t do work now.
I want t watch my girl again.
Tsk, tempting.
Oh yah, someone please please get me a pair of white havannias and cargo pants!
Plus I want huge sports duffel bag!
So faster faster dig out your cash and buy stuff for me!

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Temporary skin?

Temporary skin?
I can't any nice ones ):
Tuition-ing later and I've t like study for chinese and chemistry.
Life's such a bore.
Sorry cannot make it for your races t support you all today.
Cause my mum say I must go tuition :\
Screw tuition laaaa D:
I want t be deejay!
Hahaha, I think it is superby-ly coolxzx.
Cause I am watching nickolodeon's big help w the two deejays and the office is so cool!
I want I want I want!
I want t control the sound system thingammys, they're so nice.
And I dont think I cans erve tomorrow.
Or maybe I can if I rush like maddo after that.
I want t serve!
& laoma's treating tmr.
Boohooooooooo )':
Okay whatever, I have t train super ultra hard for next year t smack their shiaaat asses :)
So, I shall now go crack my brains now.
Byebyebyebye.

Friday, July 20, 2007

Computer-y's back.

Hi I am back.
My stupid CPU was sent off for brainwashing for rubbish knows how long :\
& I'm not in the mood these few days.
So much homework and there's so much tests.
1) It's killing me.
2) It's pissing me.
3) It's boring me.

I am such a not happy kid.
Tmr and sunday there are races and Idk if I can make it.
Stupid tuition gets in the way again.
Fwarghhhhh ):
Watched shou zu and it made me happy again :D
I want t watch teevee, I am so deprived.
Hahahahah.
Oh yah, aunty looks funny when he wears long sleeve and pants.

Haaaah, we're taller.
Nannynannypoopoo!
Roflmao, I am being insane.
And poor miah's sick ):
Went t the old folks' home yesterday.
And I really thank God everyone went well :)
Played games and interacted w them.
& I only know three words of hokkien: Jia pa boi? (Eat alr?)
Wl, I felt damn shibai-ed ):
Okay whatever.
Homework time.
Byebyebye :D
Ps. Hi, I am not dieting cause I cannot tahan not eating.
So, don't think that I am starving myself cause I can't bear to.

Monday, July 16, 2007

High on hamsters.

Aunty says he'll seduce the p if she doesn't listen t him.
Let's see about it then.
Hmmm, I wonder how will aunty seduce her.

Can you hear me?

Chinese worksheets are boooooooring.
And I don't have a clue on what it is talking about :\
And I've t learn tingxie later.
What the heck man.
Homework's piling up like crap and all the tests are coming.
I'm falling into deepdeepdeepdeep depression.
So if you don't want me t sue you for depression, get this load of damn homework off my shoulders la.
Watched shou zhu just now! :D
I'm one happyhappy kid.
That stupid lynn got caught redhanded for lying.
That stupid lala, hai yingjun dan xin her only ):
She's so sly, kick her butt sia :\
I'd rather yusheng okay, she's prettaye :D
Okay whatever shiaaat la.
I wanna watch Happy Pooter and the Order of the Phoenix please!
Emma Watson's sosososo (x 75117456) prettaye! :D


See, she's really pretty la okay!
Haaaah, no I am not turning into a les :)
& I'm still kinda sad about the J thing.
Cause I saw him first okay.
HMPF, so unfair.
Slap you all laaaaaa ):
Whatever, I shall sit in a corner and emo with my teddy bear.
Oh yah, and I heard aunty's going t go t school t talk w the p.
Lol, okay w/e.
I'm being stupidly random.
Oh yes,
Love my new skin?!
Cedric's in it.
*screams into pillow
I wanna watch Happy Pooter and the Goblet of Fire again!
But sadly Cedric dies.
):
Boohoo, cry for me.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Jesus, my superhero.

Hi.
I PON-ED A MATHS TUITION.
Can you believe it?!
Like finally, totally buay tahan tuition cause it bores me t sleep :\
Cell grouped today!
I am so happy t be back in cell and speedlight :D
Did the heros series and pastor pacer was funnaye.
Haaaaaah.
Jesus' my superhero okay! :D
YAY!
3pm-ed on cam one and I want cam five cause the colour's so nice.
And talked t leon, joseph and bella in video room.
Crapped a lot but I did listen t a lil of the sermon okay.
Cheeseburger-ed for lunch-dinner and did lyrics for rehersal.
Next week I doing lyrics, whoopee!
No need t wear jeans alr :D
Okay then walked home w leon and joseph.
Honey red tea-ed :D
And now I am craving for bbt :\
Shiaaaaat, I want t eat apples and fridge don't have.
Grrrrr, slap people's face ah.
I want t watch Harry Potter and The Order of the Phoenix :)
Ah shiaaaaat, I am depressed now ):
Just found out from panda that a lot of girls like J )':
Shiaaaat la, let's change eyecandy man.
But I don't want lei :\
*cries
I'm like damn sad now.
Mariah Carey's voice is hothothotness, super power :)



And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Smile like there's no tommorrow.

Jerrold Chan.
I order you t smile now and not t be upset.
I know its heartbreaking for you and I wont launch into another one of my lectures on you about how you shouldn't go around letting people break your heart.
But if you insist on not eating, not sleeping.
I will, kill you, slap you and make sure that you come t your senses again.
Don't be like that okay?
Can a not?
It's very distressing as a friend t see you being so sad and down again and again because of this kinda stuff.
I zhi chi you all the way la hor.
So please la okay, just smile and cheerup and be happy.
Okay?!

Back t blogger.

Hi everyone, kind of sick of livejournal.
So I've decided t revert back t blogger cause its easier for people t tag too :)
But I will post in livejournal too sometimes.
Will keep you all informed.
Shit, my bone hurts like f.
I am going t rampage my house now.
Bye and wish me luck.