One wish.

Bright lights, star struck
Don't beat yourself up
Cause everytime you touch
I smart

I am seriously sick of bothering about how fat I am.
I want to sew my mouth shut so I can't eat anymore.
You don't know how depressing it is to eat and cry cause you can never fit nicely into a pair of jeans cause you have fat legs.

I'm talking to Heathcliff and Cathy.

Call me later.

Same ole.

Same old stories get cold.

I want shit ass thin legs.
I want to be able to wear jeans, argh.

Damn.

And I painted my fingernails :o
Laugh all you want, it's to prevent me from biting them.

Craperzoids.
Have a huge ass load of things to study.

No sleep.

Chock full of words.

I need a simple kind of lovely
The thought is just a novelty

A thousand and one days
A full score of fourteen nights
I found a chandelier
That spoke of wondrous delights

Nehhhhhz.
Am piled up to the brim on the stuff to be studied.

Feeling of impending doom.

: o

WWJD.

I will refrain from biting my nails so that I can paint them red :)
& I want rings even with short stubby fingers.

I wanna thank God for being such an awesome God today, thank you really. (L)

WR is annoying when you have to revise for Promos.
Not to mention jiggly fats. (Yucks times a kazillion)

Olympus EP-1

Super big want!
It's so chic and so pretty, and so compact!

I really should be finishing the WR and studying now.
Am in a somewhat happy mood you see.

Goodnight :)

Nerve wracking.

Pretty.

Am in love with Edward all over again.
Too bad twilight can't be made into a literary text for the A levels.
Hot guys spewing literature = no pounding into burgers.

I want to sit at a cafe and sip on iced coffee and watch the world pass by.

Is that too much to ask?
Apparently so.

Hwaiting for GP everybody.
It's kinda nerve wracking.

Dust.

Am accumulating skeletons as well as dust in my closet :o
Skinny gals make me shit jealous.

Am drunk on Wuthering Heights (cues Kate Bush)
Am guilty guilty as hell cause the first time skipping a class resulted in a warning and cheena teacher is like damn nice.
Karma bites, ouch.

dirtylittlestylewhore.tumblr.com is awesome shizzles.
I feel drunk on literature words that are streaming through my head.

Promos for GP is in a day's time.
Tooteroos times a kazaillion.

I want the new camera that has functions like a dslr.
Pretty pictures make me hyperventilate, yum.

Ulcers are bombarding my mouth.
Am not going school. (Whoopee)
Cheesy sexuality videos need to be banned, I get gooseflesh.

Gimme five bucks and will pound Heathcliff and Cathy to minced meat for hamburgers.
McSpicy was love with the exception of the veggies that clung to the top bun like jellyfish tentacles.

Eyes are swollen, and I hate not wearing contact lenses.

Am craving to go to UK for no apparent reason.
Am wanting Jo Kwon for a bestfriend.

BB is like awesome.
The BB lookalike is just as kewllllz.

Want those hot pink shoes from Topshop.
Wanna find neon heels for Mambo Jambo.
Own room please and thankyou.

Am needing a tan.
Feeling like a white chicken.
Am having problems pronouncing 'white'.

Aspiring Producer\Editor racking her non creative and 0 storage space brains out studying for MJC's lovely Promos. Am embracing Promos, not keen in embracing pregnancy in the future, definitely embracing hot, cute and pretty Korean boys (L)

Am not happy, missed Project Runway and ANTM.

Incoherent

:B

Super lovin' f(x)'s Vogue Girl shots!

I know I'm breaking my hiatus.

Need.to.blog

Yeah, my fingers are itching to bulllllz.

Am currently studying Plate Tectonics. (Am not making any progress)
& 4 Minute's new album, For Muzik, is good :D
Fast paced, bass drum powered songs.
Yesahbaby.

I've been listening to quite a few English songs lately.
Big fat miracle :D
Am loving British pop now (L)
Bloody awesome stuffffffffffffffffffffffffffff, espically Pixie Lott!
Omg, I'm like :o at her songs.

Should study nao.
Am not sleeping, teehee.
Shall be terribly moody tomorrow.

Night!

I'm gone.

HIATUS.

Ain't it obvious?

My weight is screwed.
You don't know how much I wanna kill myself.

God bless and good luck studying everyone :)
Hwaiting!

P.S Twitter's still updated.

AM GONNA GET REALLY SLIM THIGHS SO THAT I CAN WEAR OHSONICE JEANS!

Cold.

I got a new notebook from artbox :)

I especially love the cover that says 'Live the life that you want'

& weirdly, It got me thinking about everything random, especially my latest hype with f(x).
It's terrible I know, that I'm actually obsessing over a girl group.
For once in my life, I became really afraid (apart from certain dreams and revelations I had) that I was gonna swing both ways.

I was terribly scared and I prayed really hard.
I was spending too much time in worldly things, and getting too distracted.
It made me vulnerable to so many wrong influences.

That got me thinking, and yes I know now.

I love f(x) and there's no surprise there.
Amber's my favourite member, and I do not have a girl crush on her.
It's not self denial cause it's the truth.

She's just one of those really charismatic people that you get attracted to.
& that, I admit, she looks like a real pretty boy.

So, I'm the straightest person ever.

& I still like pretty boys! :D

Chicken mama shizzle.

Jae Beom's leaving thanks to people who're just plain petty about something he wrote on his myspace about Korea 4 years ago.

Oh my goodness manz, it was FOUR YEARS AGO.
Can't you understand how lonely and devastating it is going to a foreign country alone? Not only that, you'll be stuck there for like almost the rest of your life, and worst, you have no friends, no family and you can't even speak the language!

OF COURSE YOU'LL HATE YOUR LIFE IN THAT COUNTRY.

Won't you?

& he has already apologised and is damn freaking remorseful and reflective of what he has done, give him a break would you?

HE'S NOT EATING FOR GOODNESS SAKE.

HAVE A BLOODY HEART!

Oh hell, is that what education teaches you? My as well not go to school at all.

As much as I love Korea, I really think they're going too far.
Forgive and forget people.

IT WAS FOUR YEARS AGO.

If you're so free since you like to dig up past mistakes, why don't you put your free time into doing something more meaningful and productive like doing charity work and give back to the community instead of raising such an unnecessary ruckus and create big hoohahs about things that happened who knows how long ago.

I'm praying that JYP will come up with some solutions to bring Jay back.

2PM is a 7 people group.
Eliminating one is like eliminating all you morons.

I'm not a huge fan, but I still love them and I love Jay cause he's awesome and he's really cute, funny and sweet.

So sign the bloody petition to bring him back!
It needs 10,000!

CLICK HERE TO SIGN THE PETITION!

Dear Jay,
I wish you well as you leave for Seattle.
As much as you are not going to read this, I pray that you'll recover and JYP will totally come up with a huge ass idea to get you back cause you are 2PM's leader and will forever be.

JaeBeom hwaiting!

Saranghae <3

& anti-fans, I believe K Hottest will pwnz you all!

Fruitful?

Blardeeeee.

Lachata has been replaying on my playlist for about over 30 times today now.

Tsk.

Stardeeee, wl.

Fat nao, good luck studying.

Can't resist.

Okay, shoot me now.

f(x)'s gonna be the death of me cause they're so cool.
& Amber has boobs for goodness sake! So she's NOT a guy.

You have to watch the video now.

f(x)'s debut on Inkigayo

Am an Ember.
AMBER FAN. Am not liking Krystal. (sulks)
What's with focusing on Krystal anyway?! What about Luna and Victoria? I hate snsd, argh.

Amber ftw! Omg, hahaha.

Hot mess.

I'm getting speeding tickets
I'm acting just like a misfit
I've got all my mail piled up to the ceiling
You're making me irresponsible

I have to buck up and start studying.
I will not waste my time frivolously anymore.

I need God's help, and my faith.

Okay, as much as I like Amber cause she's like the next hottest girl rapper next to CL, I swear I'm starting to get creeped out by girls who say that she's the perfect boyfriend when she is a GIRL.

Ehhhhhhhhh, don't destroy the image of her being straight la.
I'll just cry buckets if she's crooked.

Amber, go get a boyf would cha?

SHE'S GIRL LAAAAAAAAAAAA, SO WHAT IF SHE HAS SHORT HAIR!

Aish people.

& I swear you people should watch f(x)'s debut performance on Music Core! It was bloody awesome, and when the spotlight was on Amber, the crowd went wild and started screaming louder! :D & she's so bloody hot when she smiles, teehee.

Should study nao.

Lachata's stuck in my head.

DAMN.

Ohemgee.

Fuck, broke my fast and binged :\

Am feeling like shit.

Anyway, I love f(x) cause Amber is just damn hot luh, omg.
& no, I'm not crooked.

I can't wait for them to perform live tomorrow! Hahaha.

Amber

I just realized she looks different at every angle.
Damn, if she would leave her hair long, she'll be so prettaye!
& she's our age. Omg, so young and so successful.

Damn Singapore.

Lolllllllllllllll.

Am not successful in studying.
Dammit ):

The life and times of Connie.

My brain is not functioning.

Hate myself :\ I swear I will finish CBP and Market Structure by tonight or morning, completely memorized.

I don't like it either when I get depressed because of grades, or the fact that I care so much about my grades and so don't wanna lose to the rest.

Annoyed.

Webcammed the first time in my entire life with Xiao Qi!
HAHAHA, we were like noobs x 1000000000000000000000000000.
Xiao Qi's younger sister had to teach us how to use it, lollll.

Print screen of a very retarded conversation.

So much for waking up at 12am ah XQ, roflmao.
& we were like damn eggcited cause we could video call each other, hahhahaha.

That was funny.

Oh! And achievement today!

Drank teh bing and honey milk tea.
Ate pear, orange and apple!

Yay to ana diet day one :D

Good night.

Acting out.

Say yay to screwed up body clock starting from ..... now.

Okay, I'm gonna sleep at 3:40pm, which is eight minutes from now, and wake up at 7 or 8 pm to do my work till the next day.

Cool or whaaaaat?

LIQUID DIET.

& yay to short fringe.

Good afternoon.

Twits and shitties.

Save me somebody.

Primary school kids are becoming twitzxzx and ah lianxzx of the nation.

Someone save our country. And our world.