Frustrated.

It's super frustrating really.

I feel super mega disappointed and frustrated that they have supposedly chosen people for the school team.
I feel so frustrated that I want to scream and cry.
Yes, apparently I'm that competitive. A bad thing perhaps? I can't take the fact that I might have to sit back, I can't and won't accept that fact.

What can I do huh? Become a pro player overnight?

I'm just ... frustrated.

I'm at the epitome of frustration and sadness, lol?

I need help in playing soccer.