Connie

I've changed, and I'm only human. I'll sit here with coffee from Starbucks whilst you blunder your way through reality.

Bye.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Tumblring.

Heya babies, am flying to tumblr.

This blog is still in use cause I can't let it go :o

Love,
Connie.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Should or should not revert to tumblr?

Is this even grammatically correct?

Monday, November 23, 2009

A something











Happy post.
I love the pinkish surreal quality of the pictures, because they remind me of awesome fairytales that I love a lot.

Anyway I'm really sorry if I'm like shit ass complainy and whiny :\
I know I can be such an ass sometimes.

& that person is getting on my nerves.

DO NOT COME NEAR ME YOU ARSE UNLESS YOU WANT TO BE SLAPPED CAUSE I WANT MY PERSONAL SPACE.
I DON'T KNOW YOU, YOU'RE FREAKY, I DON'T LIKE YOU SO GO AWAY BEFORE I THROW FITS.

I BLOODY WANT TO KICK YOU.

Breaaaaaaaaathe.
I want to slim down so bad, gah!
Need sleep.

Tess is kinda cool, yumz.

Nighty-o.

Saturday, November 21, 2009

I WISH THAT THE WORLD WILL BE SILENT, SO THAT I CAN HEAR MY OWN THOUGHTS. AND THAT I WILL GET THE FREEDOM THAT 17 YEAR OLDS ACTUALLY GET.

MJ moments









I love lepak school days with one or two lessons per day, teehee.

I swear I hate the new revolving gate, you have to queue to get out of school and you can't enter from the side gate. Damn you MJ, don't you have any brains.

Instead of shaking hands with the RJ people yesterday, I shook their fingers. Am such a considerate kid and yet I get weird stares. Eh, you want your hand to stink sky high ah, lollllll.

My left eye feels pain ): Can't wear contact lenses again, baabaablacksheep.

Good day.
(burp)

Friday, November 20, 2009

Smell bomb






Mitch Hewer.

Logan

Bloody awesome.
If I can't marry an ultra hot, pretty and cute korean superstar, I'm so gonna marry a super shit ass hot English man who has a bloody brilliant accent and super awesome cheekbones <3

Am gonna burn the stupid stinking gloves.
Night babies.

Monday, November 16, 2009

LTC peekchures

Tiger Balm (L)

& I am in serious need of it nao D:












LTC.










"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles."

Audrey Hepburn

Hello am back and I think I've made wonderful memories at camp.
Hahahah, as cliche as it seems, it's really one of the best and the most meaningful camps I've ever gone to.

Anyway, my mosquito bites are making me look twice as fat cause they're swelling ):
Booooooooo, I love my pillow though and I think I will miss sleeping in the huts, not the insects though.
Plus I think having such a job as being a trainer or the instructor is really fulfiling because you get to touch lives. It's like you're helping to make a difference, swear am damn inspired to be one.

I AM ITCHING LIKE CRAP, WTH.
Plus I don't wanna go to school tomorrow dammit.

Friday, November 13, 2009

ABCs of growing up.







Sorry for such random pictures.
I'm kind tired wired dried and tomorrow's LTC.
& I want to stay home and not move my butt.

Anyway, PW is overrrrrrrrrrr.
Like no more needing to crack our heads open for ideas, finally.

& I hate it when lil kids die.
My heart breaks and I think about it for days and days and days.
& I admire nurses because they are so brave when they take to tending to the sick and the dying with such strength.

God made loving people. (L)

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Fats overload

Sorry about my language, but I feel fucking fat.

I have shit issues I swear.
I feel like crying like shit now, argh.











The one and only relatively hot picture of Robert Pattinson since GOF.

About a girl. (or girls)

Hello fellow readers, we (Xiao Qi and I) are going to present to you why girls should be independent, strong and rocking \m/ and not be attached.

DISCLAIMER: This is what we feel, and we are not targetting anyone in general. And we are not against relationships as a whole, but against the motives behind it. Get it?

Girls do not need boys.
Without women, men will be nothing.

1) Boys are stupid, throw rocks at them.

This is true. Boys are dense people who need constant probbing when it comes to emotional things. They can be insensitive sods who take everything literally and not take the meaning behind what you say. Therefore, you'll be packed to the top of your cupboard trying to make sure your boyfriend understands what you're hinting at or that he is paying attention to you. Not only that, boys don't and won't give you their 100% (esp if you're those that needs lots of attention). Don't forget they have psps, wii or whatever electronic thing they can get their hands on. So, heck! Don't have a boyfriend, it's too troublesome anyway.

2) Love is overrated.

Yes! LOVE IS OVERRATED. We strongly believe that at this age, you are NOT capable of loving anyone of the opposite sex. Hello, don't kid yourself if you say you love someone. Please, I absolutely am terribly disgusted when guys and girls say that they love each other. (smacks head) Yeah right, all said in a heat of the moment, and when they quarrel they want to break up ._. Being friends are so much better. Breaking up with a boyfriend may mean losing a guy friend. Not only that, you'll be sobbing your eyeballs out and subjecting yourself to emomomo songs, which will make the ears of others around you bleed. So troublesome and will heartpain right? Then don't have a boyf!

3) Girlfriends

Treasure your girlfriends! They're most probably the sweetest people ever and are the only ones who can make your day besides your family luh. Spend more time with them caus they're awesome and you know it. They are with you 24/7 and love you no matter who you are. Why, they even have seenyour unglamest side before. Many friendships are broken because of one of the girls being in a relationship. They tend to neglect their friends and do everything with their boyfriends. True friends are hard to find remember? You can always find another boyfriend but not the same girlfriends elsewhere. I believe that girlfriends overrule boys anyway. So spend time with your girls instead of havign a boyf. It's more fun and less restricting anyway!

4) Freedom

Do you seriously want to follow a guy everywhere? Ewwww, even to his favourite lan places or do his shopping? You so don't wanna be labelled as XXX's girlfriend right? I mean c'mon, you have a name. You're an individual not part of some stupid guy. Be yourself and don't be clingy. That's plain gross. Having a boyf also means that you have to spend time with him, and it would mean less quality time with your family, friends and yourself. You'll have less personal space then usual. (I swear this irks me like shit) You have t account for everything for your boyf, like you're his keeper, which you're not. Save yourself such pain please. It's so constricting to be always with oen person, yucks.

5) Commitment

CAN YOU COMMIT? I bet you not. So don't have a boyfriend. This getting old. Being in a relationship is NOT all about lovey dovey shitty toots whatever you see on tv or korean dramas. (Although I love Korean dramas like to the max) It's about commitment, trust and everything else, not just some stupid feeling. You have to be accountable for the other person and have to think about their feelings, and it's not all about you. I hate it when girls change boyfs like they change underwear. Fine, get exposure. Betcha you'll never be satisfied and will never settle long enough because you can't find the right one. Don't have one if you can't commit, seriously. It'll just ruin your entire life or something.

Yes, our musings.
Feminists ftw \m/

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

I swear I hate myself.

My freaking sister lost 6 kg in a freaking day, and I put on shit ass 2 to 3 kg in a day.

I feel like a depressed piece of crap now.
I just want to rip off my fats or something, this is freaking unfair.

WHY CAN'T I HAVE SLIM THIGHS FOR ONCE?
Why can't I sew my mouth shut so I will never ever ever eat again.

I hate myself seriously.

This is it, I'm gonna hide myself in baggy tracksuits till my stupid thighs become slim.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Doesn't God get tired of waiting?
Doesn't God get pissed everytime I say I will go back but I don't do anything about it?

I would totally understand if God ditches me and hates me.

If I could, I do anything to get back to God.

ANYTHING, so that I can please God and not feel this way.

I wonder if I will get into heaven.
I must and I will.

Heal the world.













Peekchures again, they make my day :)

Anyway, it's humiliating asking around for finger guards.

Connie: Excuse me, do you sell finger guards?
Guy: Finger guards?
Connie: Yeah.
Guy: (LAUGHS) No.

T.T I'm always in such a situation, and Erfi just stands there and laugh, tskkkk.
Ohemgee, I want the Uniqlo pullover, yumz :D

Okay, must lose weight.

Nehpooz, bye babies.
My blog's getting boring ):

Tag to keep it alive pleaseeeee, it's so pathetic.

Anyway, today's of tampons, condoms and pregnancy kits.
Funny how all these are clumped together in order at Guardian and Watsons.

Operation Lose Weight by 14 November.

I feel like a zombie, teehee.
& yes, I sound chirpy argh. This is new to me, since throughout the year I've been such a douche bag with snappy moodswings.

Tskazoid.

I don't like the smell of my room in the morning. Apparently it stinks of the urine smell cause my maid puts some weird lotion and perspires in the night, and the next morning, tadaaaaah! Urine smelling room.

ANNOYING AND DISGUSTING.

Okay, sleep sleep.
Good night darlings :D

Oh and btw, am gonna name my son Kim Hayden.
Teeheeheehee!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Friday, November 6, 2009

Watching DongHae makes me cry.
I am scared outta my shorts now cause I feel so jbjfnbnbnbb.
Fat finger's not helping, nup.

SCARED.

Dear God, I need an A.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Poolly pocket.

MARDHIAH! GET WELL SOON OK.

I really hope Mardhiah gets well soon!




SPOT THE FAT FINGER.
(Phone's camera sucks)

Annoying siol, my fingers are now even fatter than usual D:

Am becoming fatterrrrrrrrr, boomz shingz boomz.
OP lala, goodbye!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

OP in pink







I wish there was a place where hurt can't reach anyone, where people are happy, where people feel loved, where friends are real friends not superficial ones, where weariness is non existent, where we'll never grow fat, where there's someone catching us when we fall.

I want to go to heaven, where the skies are blue, where happiness is forever, where my Saviour is beside me for eternity.

Monday, November 2, 2009

Few things make me happy, fickle.

1) Losing weight
2) Being close to God
3) Being alone in the house
4) Finishing a piece of work
5) Good results
6) Superb dramas.
7) Seeing my favourite stars live
8) Talking to close friends
9) Reading books
10) Understanding something
11) Staring into the distance
I feel like I've withdrawn into myself more than usual.

Again.

Sunday, November 1, 2009



INCENSED AND YET SO HOT.
<3